20,07,2013
I am so bored. I don't know what to do. I miss him. I am going crazy alone. I need him. I need him right by my side. But it is not going to happen. Not soon. More than a month. About fifty days. I can't make it. I am dieing so slowly. Day after day.
Some writer said once, that the most painful love is not that one which is Unrequited, but that one which is mutual but two hearts can't be together. That is true. I love him so much. And i know he loves me. I know we both suffer. Why, why, God, we can't be together? What are you testing us for?
